I'll be going to Bintan from tmrw to Sunday people. Sigh. I'm gonna miss my computer. I'm definitely gonna miss blackshot-ing. Oh wells. Hopefully I won't miss someone over there too. I believe one day, I'll find someone who truly loves me and I love him too. Haha, oh wells, that's not the important part right now. Relationships can wait :) Hmm, first aid course was alright. I managed to pass and everything's alright. CPR is really cool, you guys should go and take a look at the procedures and everything. We had lots of fun and we kept laughing and I enjoyed these 3 days although I've to go back to school from 9-5. The feeling sucks but I enjoyed it. Oh, class chalet. Class chalet was great but I was really disappointed when we were preparing the BBQ stuffs and it started raining. But thank God, it stopped after about an hour plus and at least we managed to cook and make food for everyone. Had a good time learning how to play the guitar and hanging out with the rest in the room. I had fun and was really happy. I've packed my bag for tmrw and I pray, it won't rain over there and every activities will go well over there and yeah, I'll miss my family though. Hmm. That's all for today's post :) Take care people. Misses.

Class chalet tmrw! Should I say I'm excited for it or what. Hmm. Actually I'm very excited for it, but I'm very very tired. Alright, when am I not tired. Had first aid course today, it was interesting. Fun and nice, learnt a lot. Next time I can help people to bandage :) Then went for dinner with Durga, and then back home. We found something, which was a file, at mac while having dinner. It's all PHYSICS. We looked at the formulas and everything and we were like, this guy must be a genius. Haha. Anyway, yeah. Tmrw's gonna be another tiring day. First aid again, and then to class chalet. I've to bring so much stuffs! My guitar, my laptop and my clothes for staying overnight at my uncle's place and everything. My gosh. Oh wells, worth it. :) Hmm, then wednesday, I've also first aid course. BOOMZ. Sigh. Lastly, I've to return my book on wed. MUST. That's all till Wed. As for thurs to sunday, I'll be going for my Bintan Trip, NPCC Overseas Trip. Thus, I wont be in Singapore. I hope I won't miss him as much there. (Okay, this is not needed.) Whatever is it, take care and stay happy people. Life's great (I guess) :D

I really dont know how exactly am I feeling now. I'm feeling sad, confused, depressed, sorry, guilty and all sorts of other negative feelings. I really dont know why this happens but ya. Sorry for not being understanding enough to understand that you're busy or just too tired. But the least you could do, is to at least sms me, tell me that you're busy or tired. Even as friends, at least let me know right? I was so sick yesterday, and yet I still sms you, asking if you were still sleeping and if you're alright. I was worried about you although I was very sick. You kept me waiting for your sms, and I waited and waited. But you didnt reply. I'm sorry for not being understanding enough. I have never felt this way to another guy since last year. And you just brought me down again with you not replying me. And as far as I know, you do know that I had some feelings towards you. And yet, you left me hanging there. I'm sorry for bothering you all these while. I guess it's just the wrong choice of me liking you. It's my fault for liking you. It's my own fault for waiting for your sms. I could have chosen not to sms you, but I did. I couldnt resist the temptation, I'm sorry. It's entirely my own fault for thinking too much into things. Since you're so busy, then go and be busy with your stuffs. I won't bother you anymore. Since you're so tired with your stuffs, then you can go and have as much rest as you want as I won't be bothering you anymore. Take care.

The sad news, we didnt get into top 3. Hahas. But after all, we really enjoyed ourselves and this competition brought us closer and we got to know each other better and the main objective of joining this competition is so that we could learn something out of this competition and i guess we did. Hmm, apart from that.. There's extra lessons last week and today and last day is tmrw. But I didnt go fr any. I'm so dead. Haha. Hmm, next week is class chalet ! I'm so looking forward to it. But i'm a bit disappointed that the class chalet clashes with my first aid course. So what me and Durga have to do is that we will have to go to the chalet after our first aid course. All 3 days. Sigh. But maybe we would only go fr the bbq. This will be confirmed again. I dont know what to do either. Sigh. Apart from that, everything else is normal. Campcraft competition training has started, but dec is the intensive one. I'm wondering if i'm in this competition, how am i gonna focus on my o levels? Totally gonna stress me out man. But, nvrm. Will see how things goes. Anyway, gotta go have my lunch. Tata :)

Annual Camp ''09 :D
Annual camp is considered a success as the campers enjoyed it and i'm really very happy. The campfire, was really a total disaster and it was the first time in history that it actually rained on the campfire night. It was disappointing and really heartbreaking. A BIGGGG THANK YOU TO LianKiat fr always being thr and helping us and guiding us along. Without him, i believe that it wouldnt be a success. A big thank you to Durga, Jackson, Zhi Wen, Jeff, and a lot of other people who made this camp a success. Thank you and really thank you lots. God bless.

This Saturday :D
This Saturday is gonna be my competition fr cooking. Hmm, i'm very excited abt it because me and Ryan hope that we could get in into Top 3 and so that we could get to cook in a restaurant and get to ask family members and friends to come and taste our food. It's such an honour. I really hope we get the chance! But of course, this competition has brought me and Ryan closer and yea, i guess if we put in our best effort, that would be enough :)

Conclusion
Hmmm, just good luck fr our competition and thank you to everyone who made the camp a success and hoped everyone is enjoying their holidays now! God bless all.

-IloveMichaelJackson :)

I only pray hard that annual camp will turn out well. I guess i only have myself to blame fr coming home late and thus being grounded right now. But I still hope everything's gonna be alright because i don't want the campfire night to be a total disaster. It's just 2 more days away. I'm sorry to everyone if really anything happens. I'm sorry fr not being able to hold it well and make it a success. It's my fault if it doesn't turn out well. I apologise beforehand. And thank you dear. Fr being thr fr me and trying to cheer me up. All I hope right now is that, annual camp turns out well. Even if getting scolded or anything else, I just want the annual camp to turn out well. I pray to God and hope He hears my prayer. Amen.

-Thankyou&Sorry dear, friends, and family.

I guess things are just getting out of hand.